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March 05 ABout show choirI watch them
from behind the curtain
encourageing them
to do what they do best
but one thing
they'll never know
is that
I'd give anything to be them
to be on stage
and wear the outfits
that show so much
confidence
and speaking of which
i wish i still had
mine
it died one day
he killed it for a reason
i thought i could make it
i thought i had talent
and skill
but
no
not me
not the girl who trys
who works for his approval
maybe i should just give up
and forget
the connection
and how i'd give anything to be them February 09 I'm SorryI'M SORRY
BY: PARIS
I'm sorry I have friends.
I'm sorry they actually talk to me
I'm sorry they try to comfort me.
When you've hurt me.
I'm sorry they want to hang out with me.
I'm sorry they might actually like me.
I think it's kind of sad.
When I turn to the pounding of my headphones.
Just to escape the reality of home.
Music isn't just my release.
It's my,
life.
It's my lifeline when I'm alone.
I'm sorry music is my cure all.
I'm sorry I want to be someone
I'm sorry I'm not you.
I'm sick of trying to be the little girl you wanted.
In the begining I tried.
I tried to be perfect.
I failed.
I'm sorry that when I cried
you were the cause
and the friends you badmouth
were there telling me
not to take that fall.
I'm sorry I forget things.
I'm sorry i want to go out.
I'm sorry I have flaws
I'm sorry I'm human.
I'm sorry that Sorry isn't good enough for you. January 28 Reason to liveSome times
things just seem too right
when things are set in place
No reason to fear
No reason to cry
Just a reason to live
A reason to wake up to the sun
A reason to smile
Blazing fire strike
Come on let's show them
nothing's going to bring
us
down this time
We will stand
above the rest
we will be more
than what they see
Come on let's show
them we love
the way they
pull us down
They make us work
for what we need
what we strive for
Truth and Understanding
Brought Us Together
My only love sprung from my only hate
Friends and school
Music in the threads
things change
i have a reason to live January 20 BAND NERDSJanuary 05 A New Teen DramaSCRIPTLESS
Eyes on the TV screen
How in the world did it take me this long
to realize that
the life that I've been living
is the script that they've been reading
Problem is the story that you see
is a bit different than ours
They're set in the mall
In stores like Areo'
See here we're just fine
being set in the parking lot
I wanna know what's comming next
Someone give me the script so I can tell
when the next Make up break up's gonna come
Things don't stay quiet for long
There's always drama in the darkness
You think that it's only on the TV screen
Truth is here we go watching things go wrong
This is new
The group in the back is here
We take center stage
Place them in the chourus
It's our time
Our story to tell
But we are the truth for
the words we recite
are Scriptless
We don't have a clue
We improvise
according to the situation
You have to admit now
it takes skill
to act like everything's alright
When truth is I want to run
Just to be with my friends
Where the story is
Scriptless December 29 La la lA LALYRICS ON MY ARM
AND I'M PASSED OUT ON THE FLOOR AGAIN
WHAT'D I DO THIS TIME
CAN'T REMEMBER LAST NIGHT
TURN AROUND
THERE AREN'T ANY EMTY BOTTLES IN THE SINK
WHY CAN'T I REMEMBER LAST NIGHT
MY HEAD IS POUNDING
MY BONES ARE ACHING
I'M ALONE ON MY BEDROOM FLOOR
CALL A FRIEND
THEY SAID THAT NOTHING HAPPENED
THESE LYRICS CARVED INTO MY SKIN
WHAT DOES IT MEAN
YOU ARE MY LIFE AND I COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU
HOW DID I GO SO LONG WITH ANYONE BUT YOU
SPRAWLED OUT ON THE FLOOR
AND NOW I'M RECALLING EVERYTHING
HE WALKED THROUGH THE DOOR
NOW I CAN REMEMBER
EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED
I REMEMBER THAT
I REALIZED
I FELL
IN LOVE
WITH
HIM December 11 This is the way I feelYeah I lost a few friends.....got a boyfriend. Turns out that my so called friends weren't the best for me.
I'm hated
I'm loved
It's for who I am
This time
I'm not a poser
I'm just me
and they can't
stop me from feeling this way
about him
and vice versa
so take that
and remember it when I can't be stopped
November 24 When I Leave
When I’m Gone
When I leave you will see That what I said was true Even though You said You were screwin’ with my head
When I said I loved you I really meant it I don’t want to forget
The times we spent The memories Are written on my sleeves
But my disappearance Will change you mind You don’t know how much you have Until you can’t look me in the eye
So define hate And what’s it mean to you Make me cry I’m done with you this time So when I’m gone remember me
And how I used to be Remember every smile Remember every laugh Remember every time I held your hand in mine Remember me when I leave
You did this to yourself Do you miss me now? As you watch me off with someone else Let the pain sink in And welcome to my lifeI wrote this about a boy and it's about how he hates me and has hated me in the past but he's always come back. But this time I might just leave November 17 This Love Has Taken It's Toll On UsNovember 16 My Current Issue...I don't want you to hate me
I just want to make things right
I really have to say
Things aren't going right
Everything has to end
Everything has to stop
And so it goes
I'm the stupid one
I'm the jerk
I'm the one who put you on the rebound
I'm the one who cheated
I'm the one who lied
I'm sorry for all that I've done
I can't hurt you
But I have to
I have to say
We can't be together
Because you were the rebound
November 13 MIZORE ICONSNovember 09 Say what you want No matter whatThey say that kids say the darndest things. Well I don't know what the word darndest means. So I'm going to go with kids say the weirdest things. And I know weird. So here's a list of random strange, bizzare, messed up thing we say. FYI we seriously say these.
November 07 My day in IConsRISE FOREVER
We look like we're on drugs
We're not
We act inane
We aren't
We laugh randomly
when nothing is funny
We keep secrets
when everyone already knows
We stand together
So we don't have to stand alone
Together we fell
Together we will rise
but only together
will we defeat
the people
who ridicule us
who laugh at us
who look down upon us
who underestimate us
Only together
friends forever
will we
rise
~Dedicated to all my friends.
I LUV U GUYZ
November 03 Story Behind These EyesThey'd turn me in
in a heartbeat
Now they say that
they're concerned
But they never looked
At what they were really doing
They think they've won
But I'm hiding Aces up my sleeve
They never looked behind
My eyes
They never listened to me cry
Myself to sleep
They may have destroyed
What ever I had left
Of peace
Of my vampiric gift
He even said that he didn't read
I guess I should've taken that
A little more litterally
Because I'm sure now
He never read the story
Behind these changing eyes.
The story that was out there
for them to read
to finally understand
why I need to be free
And it's just behind the smile
and it's just behind
the eyeliner
That the tears take way
Looks like they never cared
Looks like it's just what I feared
A simple betrayal
Left me behind
And now they'll
probobly turn me in
For this
But this is no sin.
Not even close
Not even a little
but then again
They think I'm
Insane
I'm a psycotic Princess
But a princess in
pain
Psycotic or not
Doesn't it still count
When someone's hurting
From a lost love
A friendship love
that's lost forever |
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