The Psycho Story

I watch them

from behind the curtain

encourageing them

to do what they do best

 

but one thing

they'll never know

is that

I'd give anything to be them

 

to be on stage

and wear the outfits

that show so much

confidence

 

and speaking of which

i wish i still had

mine

 

it died one day

he killed it for a reason

i thought i could make it

i thought i had talent

and skill

 

but

no

not me

not the girl who trys

who works for his approval

maybe i should just give up

and forget

the connection

and how i'd give anything to be them

I'M SORRY

 BY: PARIS

 

I'm sorry I have friends.

I'm sorry they actually talk to me

I'm sorry they try to comfort me.

When you've hurt me.

I'm sorry they want to hang out with me.

I'm sorry they might actually like me.

 

I think it's kind of sad.

When I turn to the pounding of my headphones.

Just to escape the reality of home.

Music isn't just my release.

It's my,

life.

It's my lifeline when I'm alone.

 

I'm sorry music is my cure all.

I'm sorry I want to be someone

I'm sorry I'm not you.

I'm sick of trying to be the little girl you wanted.

 

In the begining I tried.

I tried to be perfect.

I failed.

 I'm sorry that when I cried

you were the cause

and the friends you badmouth

were there telling me

not to take that fall.

 

I'm sorry I forget things.

I'm sorry i want to go out.

I'm sorry I have flaws

I'm sorry I'm human.

 

I'm sorry that Sorry isn't good enough for you.

Some times

things just seem too right

when things are set in place

No reason to fear

No reason to cry

Just a reason to live

 

A reason to wake up to the sun

A reason to smile

Blazing fire strike

Come on let's show them

 

nothing's going to bring

us

down this time

 

We will stand

above the rest

we will be more

than what they see

 

Come on let's show

them we love

the way they

pull us down

 

They make us work

for what we need

what we strive for

Truth and Understanding

Brought Us Together

 

My only love sprung from my only hate

Friends and school

Music in the threads

things change

i have a reason to live

 OK so I auditioned for band at my school and I made it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I play sax. now here are your icons

 

Or a drama geek. Tru me.After having to relearn 3 years of saxophone in a week I'd say that's true.

 

 

Eyes on the TV screen

How in the world did it take me this long

to realize that

the life that I've been living

is the script that they've been reading

 

Problem is the story that you see

is a bit different than ours

They're set in the mall

In stores like Areo'

See here we're just fine

being set in the parking lot

 

I wanna know what's comming next

Someone give me the script so I can tell

when the next Make up break up's gonna come

 

Things don't stay quiet for long

There's always drama in the darkness

You think that it's only on the TV screen

 

Truth is here we go watching things go wrong

This is new

The group in the back is here

We take center stage

Place them in the chourus

It's our time

Our story to tell

But we are the truth for

the words we recite

are Scriptless

We don't have

a clue

We improvise

according to the situation

 

You have to admit now

it takes skill

to act like everything's alright

When truth is I want to run

Just to be with my friends

 

Where the story is

Scriptless